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Orientation has ended.
It was hard work but good fun.
I am glad I got to make some friends from other departments such as marketing and health screening.
So I met the team today.
It was daunting.
A bevy of ladies.
I foresee a ardous task of settling in.
Women are bitches, lord knows I'm a complete bitch at times.
Anyway, I'm just going to dive into the work and let it take over.
Be genuine and honest.
I mean,
that's all I can really do at this point.
I will be follwing two collegues out field tomorrow, to see how speeches/pitches to the masses are to be conducted.
And there is a possibility that I will have to handle a big presentation on my own which will take place next friday.

I always freeze up when faced with a large audience.
I have to overcome this numbing fear.
I have to.