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Hoorah, the evening went quite smoothly with just a few blurbs on stage, nothing too major and the co-emcee was a real joy to host with. The dress however cost a damn bomb and I bought it Thursday evening out of sheer deperation and panic. Almost 300 buckeroos, I could have gone to phuket and back damnit! In any case, it IS a lovely silk wrap dress and you know what they say about wrap dresses, it's built for every body type, tucks and sucks in all the right places and it flatters daahling. So bye bye tummy hello cleavage and arse. heh.

My throat is also feeling very scratchy and raw, which made me remember that it is no fun being sick and alone.
More so if you are overseas and alone in a studio apartment, absolutely depressing stuff that one.
I will always remember discovering, 2 years ago, as I lay at home recovering from surgery, homebound and positively miserable, the boyfriend was miles away having a wild shagging good time. It's things like these that really eat away at you and make you bitter and resentful. I am however in a better place now, and have vowed eversince to never put anyone I love or care about in that situation, so they will never ever have to feel that way. People need extra love and patience when they are down and out and I will make it a point to give that to them. It's the least anyone can do.

It's late and I'm rambling.
Night night