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Everything came to a fucking standstill.
This coming month is bad as it is already, and now I got another load of fucking crap to deal with.
I feel like I am imploding, slowly, surely.
I thought I was completely stark raving mad before, now I realise, my reactions were all with good reason.
It's like I'm a fucking basketcase.
I don't know what to do do anymore, drained, very bloody drained. Sapped dry of every last bit of warm goodness.
I can't sleep.
3 days of presentations early in the morning starting tomorrow....Hah! Tomorrow should be exciting. I think I'm going to take a half day and fucking curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep.
I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN...HELP ME PLEASE!